I will fight on~

Thanks for all the messages on telling me to cheer up, you guys rock. Helped Cheryl, Hui Shan, Genevieve, Girwina to be their cameraman for their iCast project yesterday while Vanessa, Cai Feng and Andrea were there to be extras for fun. We wanted to eat Chomp Chomp at Serangoon Gardens but they changed their minds as it was stuffy and hot there so we went to R.K. House lol, sounds familiar eh? Alright, my group's filming for the project will start soon later today once all the members arrive and are ready. My decision is made, I will fight on in life and wait for Cheryl no matter what problems I face. My motivation comes from all of you out there so I have a request for all of you, please do not give up your hopes on me and keep on motivating me. Guess I'll double post tonight if I really have the time, in the mean time, I'll see you guys later.

Make a little wish~

Alright alright, I know I haven't been blogging for quite a while now but all of you can't blame me for my laziness. Ok, day started, lessons and Science test and then main point comes into play, for those of you who wanted me to be with Cheryl, it really came true, but it lasted for a few hours. Found Hao Guang during recess to make 3 paper roses and I promised to treat him to something that costs $10 in the future. Confessed to Cheryl in front most of the boys in my class as I couldn't wait till ceramics is over in order to confess as it's too late in my opinion. Had a lot of teasing by the witnesses and her friends. She did leave some good memories for me during this short period of time and I would actually like to thank her for that. She left an hour earlier before ceramics ended I guess, dun really remember. After I had NCC, went to church with Girwina for cell session, this was the time I started having stress. Cheryl messaged me asking whether she should inform her mother about us, only that she was gonna state then we had not started dating. But to no avail, you guys should know the outcome. So then Cheryl asked me a question, whether I could stay friends with her till graduation or continue on our relationship at the moment, I chose to wait instead since if we continue at the moment it's gonna give her a lot of stress. She replied thanks and sorry but I replied 'No need to apologise, I love you and will always believe in you.' I know it's a little mushy but come on. So then when I was having supper with my church mates and Girwina, Andrea was trying hard to comfort me and I guess she succeed. Took the MRT with Girwina after supper and she was trying to cheer me up too but my emotions are getting unstable, if you get what I mean. Anyway, putting aside the sad cases, it's currently 4am and Student Councilors General Meeting begins in 4 hours time, can't sleep so I am currently up playing Star Ocean 3 once again. Alright, stopping here, I'll try to blog again tomorrow.

Guess this shall be my last time saying
'I love you, Cheryl.'